Yoz my friends...

Finally i have time to update my blog already..... I think has been a super super long time since i last update ba.... recently very busy wif a lot of stuff so no time to cum online....

Finally fall sick already.... think fall sick at the wrong time.... Why i like that say??? cause this week and next week will be a very very very busy week.... got test.... assignment and etc... i got a lot of things not yet complete so i told myself i cannot fall sick but.... u all noe... viruses wun listen to mi... as if i say dun replicate now.... after my exam den replicate.... it wun rite..... haha.....

Been very stress up also..... think my looks and appearance looks bad ba.... Ppl will say i attitude.... but sometimes try very hard to smile but can hardly smile ba.... maybe my heart is fill wif burden..... lots and lots of things undone..... so always worried for this and that....

During my O level, thought that if i do well, can cum to poly and get into the course i wanted.... but when i get into this course, i find that it was so stress and got so much things to do..... it is like everyday after school will be study and do work..... cause everyday also got lecture..... den 1 week got 4 practical and out of 4 practical, 3 need to do report.... fortunately, all the lab session over le.... thought after the lab session over can haf an ease of mind but i was wrong... cause after the lab session over, practical test will be coming... so can forget abt taking a break.... den thought after all the practical test and quiz over thought can take a break...b tu again, i was wrong cause the semester exam coming..... haiz.... u see everything is so pack.... where got time to revise.....

Maybe i haf a poor time management ba...... from the week 10 test, i notice that i was a failure.... Why??? cause ah... fromt he result i got, i was quite disappointed... den i compare to other ppl.... some of them only study a while but can score better den mi... find that i was very 'weak'.... den really wish to score well for my this semester but think of the time i had on revising is so little.... felt so scare of this semester.... really wan to break down ..... but cannot haf to stay strong......

Y i say no time for revising???? cause ah everytime i reach home, i will be so tired and wan to slp... but think got work to do so cannot slp.... furthermore, my sechdule was so fully pack..... realy dunnoe wat to do.... really admire my group of friends.... they still can go out and exercise and still can do so well.... i really need to learn a lot from them.... everytime plan to go home study, but was so tired and ended up slping or watching tv to relieve a bit.....

HAiz..... Seems like my life is forever full of problem rite.... maybe through blog, i was able to say out my real feelings and thinkings and hopefully will become happier and in better mood..... Hope tat my next blog will be something happy.... haha.....

All the best to everyone arouind mi.... maybe go and study.... amybe only... haha.... so tired... Zzzzzz.....