8/11/04 Monday

Today went to sch for the NYP pal presentation talk... haha.... quite fun at least learn something new... hee... worth going... haha...

Finally after so long, things has been cleared.... Also let mi noe the truth....... Never blame u... Just my fate... Sometimes rather that we did not meet and u never tell mi that in the beginning... Maybe is god wan to test mi... but i really so scare and no confident at all le... Love is something that hurt the most... HAHA.... like 1 song it sings "Wise man say only fool falls in love" Quite true at times... haha... but... now only 1 song can express my feeling, sings by michael learn to rock

"Baby wun u tell mi why, there is sadness in ur eyes. i dun wanna say goodbye to u... Love is 1 big illusion, i should try to forget. but there is something left in my mind. You're the 1 whu set it up, now u're the 1 to make it stop. i'm the one whu feeling lost rite now. Now u wan mi to forget, every little thing u say, but there is soemthings left in my heart........."

Guess god wan mi to have more experience b4 letting my rite 1 come out... lookiing at my 2 buddies, so envy of them... but is their fate.... i should just wait ba.... Wait and wait and wait...

Result release on the 25th of november... so scare of it... hope i can pass.......... dun dare aim high.....

Thats it.... need some time to recover...