DEPRESSED & STRESSED

Over the past few days, i suddenly have a thought.

"Why am i doing so many things? I get the same pay as the people of the same rank, why they are so slack but i am so busy. I am so stress. Why i ask my men to do things, i am still doing together with them? Am i very stupid?" Suddenly, all these questions came to me.

I guess, i am just tired out. Ever since i take over the appointment, i have not had any good rest. I am in charge of so many things. When something goes wrong, i get the shit. I am sandwiched between my men and my superior. Not only i have to be troubled over the stores but also need to be troubled by the interpersonal relationship of my men.

Am i giving myself too much stress or is it just that the never ending work add on to my stress?

Can anyone help me? can anyone understand my feelings?

i raised my concern or question to my superior, but in the end, nothing is done. and is just full of bullshit reply. Everything is bullshit... is it really that difficult to explain why we need to help "THEM" to move and keep stores???

Why must give the attitude and say that y we asked so much. But, have u ever put yourselves in our shoes? Do you know how hard it is to get people to get things done? You say until very relax, but "saying is free. i also know how to say"

Everything is all crap and bullshit...

Whatever... From now on, i just do my job.... those not my area, i will direct to the respective people... i cannot be bother...

I am just men with higher pay.. What spec, What authority... we are just men... fuck the bull shit....

Anyway, 6 more months to FREEDOM .. After that i can fuck off and carry on smoothly with my life...