Very very long never update my blog le... too lazy to update also... haha...

Recently been working and dealing with my NPCC activities... So tired of everything. Working ym boss put mi in charge but i very stress as i fear i cannot hit his target even though he never set for mi... haiz... dunnoe y my sales is so bad.... very stress. wish to do well but... those customer are really really very very wat.... can describe the whole universe to them but they still dun wan buy... dunnoe wat nowadays customer think abt.. haha.... so troublesome and hard to please... sometimes really fare up wif them but haf to control; my temper as there is a saying:"customers are always rite"... rubbish... haha...

Dunnoe why recently so sian and tired of everything... dunnoe wat to do also... jsut feel so sick of everything.... haiz.... life is not easy... I got so much things to do but i dun haf the time.... Y???? Y do i haf so much responsibilities???? I can take all these responsibilites but i scare i cannto do a good job in all these area of responsibilities that i hold.... haiz............ sometimes so fan........ wan find free time to go out also dun haf.... all is being occupied by my work and NPCC... Haiz....

So much things....... haiz........ Dunnoe whu to grumble to....... really need a break from everything but do i haf the time????????? DO i haf the time to do all the things i like??? DO i haf the time to enjoy myself??? SO stressed out.... Dun even noe which is the real mi........... haha........ feel like always been putting on a mask.............. dunnoe wat is going on within mi... haha.... going crazy le... haha...

say until i very patethic rite... hha... but working still got money.. haha... so is good.... hee.... hahga...... that all the update.... God bless all my friends happy and cheerful throughout...