25/11/04

Finally waited for so many days and my result finally out... haha... so happy... felt so relieved. GOT a D+, 2 Cs and 2 Bs.. it is not as good as my last semester but i satisfied already cause from the effort i put in, i noe myself.. thank god that i made it this semester... for the next semester onward, i will work extra hard... hee....

Yesterday went out with my 2 god sister (Pretty gals) den went watch movie.. haha... quite fun cause long time never go out with them le... hee... they still dote mi like the past.. haha.... hee... monday they say going to celebrate my birthday... hope i can make it... haha... arbo they going to kill mi..

Thinking my birthday is coming, make mi think back abt last year birthday which had a sweet memory... but is just memories..... once times have past, it will only be memories... haiz..... nevermind... i should look into the future... hee...

thats all ba... feel so happy....hee...........

8/11/04 Monday

Today went to sch for the NYP pal presentation talk... haha.... quite fun at least learn something new... hee... worth going... haha...

Finally after so long, things has been cleared.... Also let mi noe the truth....... Never blame u... Just my fate... Sometimes rather that we did not meet and u never tell mi that in the beginning... Maybe is god wan to test mi... but i really so scare and no confident at all le... Love is something that hurt the most... HAHA.... like 1 song it sings "Wise man say only fool falls in love" Quite true at times... haha... but... now only 1 song can express my feeling, sings by michael learn to rock

"Baby wun u tell mi why, there is sadness in ur eyes. i dun wanna say goodbye to u... Love is 1 big illusion, i should try to forget. but there is something left in my mind. You're the 1 whu set it up, now u're the 1 to make it stop. i'm the one whu feeling lost rite now. Now u wan mi to forget, every little thing u say, but there is soemthings left in my heart........."

Guess god wan mi to have more experience b4 letting my rite 1 come out... lookiing at my 2 buddies, so envy of them... but is their fate.... i should just wait ba.... Wait and wait and wait...

Result release on the 25th of november... so scare of it... hope i can pass.......... dun dare aim high.....

Thats it.... need some time to recover...

5/11/04 Friday

Finally after exam... But Y i feel so bored and sian?? Wat is the reason... I dunnoe y........ CAn someone gif mi an answer???????

TOday morning went swimming with my friend den swim for a few hours... find it quite relax... den wanna went back to pri sch but in the end got 1 teacher guarding the door dun let us in to find our pri sch teacher... I find this system a bit wat.. cause if they dun allow ex-student to go back find their teachers is very wat lor... haha... dunnoe use wat to describe.. haha..

After exam should relax but dunnoe y i feel very stress up,............ feelt at got burdens but i dunnoe wat is the burden....... also dunnoe wat to do...... haiz... like suddenly my life lost direction like tat.... haiz...........

Hope as the days pass by... i will be alright... haha......

ENJOY THE HOLIDAY!!!