29/10/04 Friday

Finally struggle for so many days can take a 1 day break from books. For the past few days, been so stress up with all those notes and memorising. 3 paper has past. I noe jolly well how i fare for this 3 papers. i dare not ask for good result but i hope that i can pass the module.. REally regret the time that i wasted last week.

THis semester i also dunnoe wat is going on in mi. I dun have the motivation and mood to do anything. I feel so sick and tired of everything. Why i also dunnoe. Also dunneo wat is bothering mi. When i wan to get started on my revision, i will feel tired or sian of the book. see the book den wan slp...

Time wait for no man... When u waste the time, it can no longer go back.... From this exam, i have learnt new things... hee.... that is to make use of watever time i have left to do and put in my very ebst effort in the last 2 paper.... No point feeling regret and doing nothing rite??? hee....

Hope that for those of my friends whu also like mi, do not follow my footstep cause at the end of the day, will surely regret... hee...

All the best to everyone and may god bless all of u..............

Tuesday 27/10/04

Just finish studying Transcription and RNA molecules. Now doing TRanslation. later still have to do replication. haha... like so many things to study... hee... wat to do... who ask mi no motivation to start early.. now, i will make use of watever time i have left to try my best. hopefully i can pass this module... hee...

I am sure a lot of my classmate are studying very hard.. haha... jia yoy..

Pray that we will remember wat we have study... hee............

ALL THE BEST!!!

23/10/04

Just woke up 2 hours ago... haha.... today whole day at home dunnoe y never study... haha.... just keep on slping... haiz.... wan get motivated and started but like got things hold mi back... haha... so sian.... haiz.... thinking back from abt 2 weks to exam.. now left only 3 days to study... times really flies and wait for no man...

Really have to study smart in order to score well... haha... too bad mi like got short term memory.. haha... think got to try mt best and make use of watever time i have to study le... hee.... think i will put in my best to struggle through this semester............ JIA YOU JOWIN.... hee...

All the best to my classmate too... Hope that u all will have the motivation to study.... hope wat we study and memorise we will remember for the paper.. JIA YOU EVERYONE... GIVE IT UR BEST SHORT... hee...........

21/10/04 Fine Day

Today went to school for revision... after Miss Shailu say wat to focus on, is till find that a lot of things to study.... think going to die for this paper le... haha.... MBT also quite a lot of things to study... only this 2 modules i have no confident in... haiz....

Days pass by.... bring time nearer to the 1st paper... i still slacking and no mood to study.... haiz.... this time dunnoe can make it a not... hope i can.... if i start now... haha..... i think i will start to revise later... after finish my HACCP things... suddenly like got so many things to do... haha...

In the evening, met my buddies to study togethrer.... but also never study much... cause.... no mood like tat.... wan study den head giddy... haha.... we went to burger king to study... something very embrasse thing happen.. we sit at the cushion chair which is so confortable... 1 of my buddies sit opposite of mi... i wan to disturb him so i throw a tissue paper at him which had some of my drawing... who noes that the paper bounce off his head and drop behind. behind us was 3 gals studying... i was so shy .... keep on laughing... den my friend apologise to them on my behalf... i never expect this to happen... i was so shy that i did not dare apologise to her.. haha.... haiz.... just not my day... hahaha...

Study hard everyone.... Jia you... sTrive for good result....

19/10/04 Rainy day...

Today, went to school early in the morning to prepare for my presentation... inside the lecture room, it was so cold... freezing and shaking inside.... at 1st, was very scare for the presentation... cause wake up in the morning feel that something is not right for the presentation... den wait patiently for my grp turn... hee..... finally wait until our turn and we gave our presentation... after we finish, miss lim... told us that we did very well... we were all so relieve... like a rock being put down after carrying it for so long... thank god that things went smoothly...

Den i went home... it was raining cats and dogs.... even under shelter, i also got a bit wet... but i still went home... after that, went out wif my friend to study.... in the end, i did not study as i dun have the mood.... i also dunnoe y... haiz.... exam coming, no mood.... HOW??? STRESS???

Den happen to saw someone..... i think is her.... dun have the courage to sms her to confirm.... also dunnoe wat is wrong btw the 2 of us... initially things went off fine... but........... good things will have an ending.... i still remember wat she told mi, " Y u give up so fast?? I have not give up yet..." But thinking back, i dun have the confident to not to gif up... cause.... she has been so cold towards mi... that nite, sent her a forward sms.... she ask mi wat i mean... i say just a forward sms.... den shee reply mi "ok, fine. Nite" i suddenly felt so hurt. maybe is my fault as i never tell her wat i really mean... But, that nite, i really wish to tell her that i have been thinking of her all days. But i dun have the courage. She is the one whu say she like mi... den suddenly...... Everything is so sudden..... i dun even noe wat is wrong.... Maybe it is because of mi... my fault........... think is my mistake ba.... maybe also my fate.... nevertheless, i still hold on to the wish.... hope that we will return to wat it is when we 1st sms...

A true story that happened in Japan.

In order to renovate the house, someone in Japan tore open the wall. Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls. When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there because a nail from outside was hammered into one of its feet. He saw this, felt pity, and at the same time he was curious. When he checked the nail, turns out, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was first built.
What happened?
The lizard had survived in such a position for 10 years! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving, it is impossible and mind boggling. Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 10 years without moving a single step - since its foot was nailed!
So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what it had been doing, and what and how it has been eating. Later, not knowing from where it came, appeared another lizard, with food in its mouth.
Ahh! He was stunned and at the same time, touched deeply. Another lizard had been feeding the stuck one for the past 10 years...
Such love, such a beautiful love! Such love happened with this tiny creature...
What can love do?
It can do wonders!
Love can do miracles!
Just think about it; one lizard had been feeding the other one untiringly for 10 long years, without giving up hope on its partner.
If a small creature like a lizard can love like this... just imagine how we can love if we try.