It has been sometime since i last update my blog... been too busy with stuff....... finally found time to update...

This semester is so busy.. so much things to do........ i think 24hr is not enough for mi.... recently... is sometime happy... soemtimes not so happy.... cause... i gal ma... got monthly problem... so every month will have a moody period ma... haha.

Finally holiday and chinese new year coming... feelings is not rite... cause need to bother abt the tones of schoolwork to do... haha... stress ah.... haha... but at the same time must also relax ma.. haha...

Today went to do project... den went work... everything fine..... haha.. after work go find "S" to pass her stuff... find tat after so long never really contact, still feel like we qutie close like tat......... thinking back, really is se bu de... but......... it is all in the past and is in 2003.......

Sometimes think tat i am a very silly and timid person.. why i dun have the courage... why scare this.... scare tat... take for example... today got 1 customer after comparing decided to buy my pillow... den another idiot promoter tok to my customer and introduce his pillow... i only stand there but did not tok... in the end the customer did not buy both brand pillow... haiz.... why i lose this chance of sales.......... sometimes really hate myself...

I dun have the courage to do a lot of things.. even dun have the courage to tell someone i like her... after i express my feelings, she never reply.. den i tell her to pretend tat i never say anything or i will say i joking only... den when tat person attached, i will retreat and wish them the best.... very silly rite?? dunnoe how to fight for my own happiness....... maybe it is all fated ba........ Now, How i wish i could be with her... so fun to have chat with her.. i always tell myself not to fell too deeply and even tell myself tat i dun like her... funny and stupid rite??? she is such a popular gal.. i feel inferio....... she prefer her friend.... but... i will always remember tat day we go out... it was so nice.... the feeling is so sweet... i dunnoe wat is her feeling towards mi... but wat ever it is... must be strong.. hha............ just hope tat she understand my feeling.. haha

HAo ba... dun wan say le... arbo more secret out le.. haha..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!