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Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u? Missing someone is a terrible but at the sametime, sweet feeling. U will be sitting aroundwondering if u meant anything to him/her. Thinkingif he/she ever cares about u. Rushing to the phoneonce it rings hoping that it's him/her. Looking outof the window hoping that he/she will surprise uby appearing downstairs. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her missing the finalepisode of your favourite show. Laying on yourbed, thinking of the last time u went out together.Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the starsagain, talking about everything, your dreams,plans, future. Logging on to the internet hoping tosee him/her online. When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your sms, u willstart worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feelsgood to miss someone. U know tat u really careand u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring forhim/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other partyknow if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.

22/08/05 Monday

Today felt so happy... went to take my basic theory test... guess wat??? i pass and i got my PDL... so means that i can start to have my practical lesson le.. so happy... can't wait to start my lesson... hee.


Other den passing my test, got another thing i also very happy.. only the person and i know.. it will be a secret...haha...

Just finished writng down all the test and exam dates on my calander... FELT SO "RELAX" haha.... SO POWERDERFUL lifestyle we have fopr yr 3 student... haha...... think going to drop date le... haha.... think this is the last week whereby can relax a bit... nxt week onwards will be the start of the POWDERFUL week... haha........

Date as follows:

Wk14:

30/08/05 --> Business ICA2

02/09/05 --> MBID test 2

Wk15:

05/09/05 --> SFG Quiz 2
06/09/05 --> Stem cells test 2
08/09/05 --> Cell Com Test 4 & Principal of clinical trial
09/08/05 --> Drug Development Test 2

Wk16:

15/09/05 --> DD Exam
16/09/05 --> SFG Exam

Wk17:

19/09/05 --> Business Exam
21/09/05 --> MBID Exam
22/09/05 --> Proteomics

23/09/05 --> FREEDOM DAY................ END OF YEAR 3 SEM 1.... HAHA

JIA YOU GUYS.... LETS US DO OUR BEST FOR THESE 4 WEEKS>>> AFTER THAT WE CAN FLY LE>>>>>>>>>>haha..........

ALL THE BEST........

16/08/05

'Dr Chooi will be seeing the class after the lect...' this msg was passed around the class during our stem cells elective. When i saw this, i look at muru and eby and the 3 of us are laughing... cause we know that the '3 muskeetes' will nt be able to escape.. hee... deep in our heart, we know that he would wan to tok to the 3 of us.... this is for a simple reason....... we fail the common test which is abt 25%........ after he came to class, explain all the ans, he say... " U all can go. i would like to see...............(looking at the 3 of us as we are sitting together)........ the 3 of u..." den the whole class including the 3 of us are laughing... haha...

when the class left, we told him the reason of y we never do well... den after abt 15-20 min of tok.......... he go off le... we may be laughing out loud, but deep in our heart, we know that we will work hard for the coming test on week 15 which takes up abt 40% of the entire module... so think we will put in our very best...

After tat, we walk to mrt station... we talk abt a lot of stuff and think this time round the 3 of us will work hard... hee..

Den i went to tampines to meet someone and accompany that someone to go collect her phone... hee... quite happy to be with her... we tok a lot... haha...... very funny............. felt so relax... haha... den send her home after that............. den she is so silly and msg mi "thanks" haha... Just wanan her to know that no need to say thanks or sorry to mi.........hee...c ause......... cause....... cause............. i also dunnoe... haha.........

Got to do some work le... haha... Jia You!!!!!!!

8/8/05 (Monday)

Today been a very tiring but enjoyable day for mi... morning went to sch see my unit NDP parade.. it is very good... the effort they put in never gone to waste... think their sincerity and hardwork touch the god.. just b4 the start of the parade it had a heavy rain.. we all thought that the rain will nt stop... but my dear cades all pleaded with mi ask mi to tell officer to carry on the parade... at tat time i also cannot do anything.. i tell them to be prepared... i dare nt gif them any promise cause i am nt the biggest in the sch... lolx.... den my officer say we carry on with the wet weather programme and the band was going up to the hall to prepare.. just then, the rain stopped... it was such a miracle... however, the parade square was flooded, so i tat the dunnoe wat thing to sweep the water away so that they will be able to perform properly... hee... over all the parade is fantastic... WELL DONE MY DEAR CADETS............

Den went to sch for presentation practice... den something cock up... hope things will goes smoothly on wednesday... hee..

den went for the NDP celebration by SCL.. it was a fun things as we have our MURU to make fun and lead allt he stupid things.. haha... quite fun...

after that, we accompany our dearest NURIAH home to get her bag cause she wan follow us for DOTA... haha... but when we went to the lan shop, all the comp was fully book so we left with no choice den we went J8 to walk walk cause i was shopping for a gift but still have nt find the right gift... during this time, i realise our class guys are very funny... initially, when i walked into the gift shop, they all stand outside and thus make mi so pai seh that i dun wan go in le... they are like so cute... haha... dun dare go in.... all look so shy... haha... lolx... (dun let them hear it arbo i finished le...haha) den so coincidence...... i saw my long long long school mate.. knew her since pri 3... very long le wor.. she is together with her sis which i also know.. haha... den we chat a while.. hee... so happy... finally we went to eby house... we play games and watch anime .. den we go for our favourite DOTA match... played until 10.30.. lolx........

den reach home 11.15...haha........

think today is really happening and enjoying... felt so happy....... dunnoe when den will have fun like this le... cause all will be busy with presentations le........... hee.........

looking forward to 9/8/05......hee................ nitex guys.........

Friday 5th august

Finally after 2 weeks of torture... the test ended... dun think i will do well this time round.... the paper all so.......... study de never come out... never study de pian pian come out..... just hope i pass all the module.......

watever it is, all is over le... no point regretting...... hee... but during this whole test and study break week.... i am quite happy...... cause of something... which is going to be a secret... haha... only "U" and i know... :P

After test le.. more and more things to pile up le.. haha... stress... y there is no break... haha....... but think can endure through it... :)

So Tired... think both mentally and physically drain le.. haha... :p

(Looking forward to National DAy) hee.. take care all my friends.........

Hi guys reading my blogs, this is wat i saw in my friendster bulletin... can consider trying.. haha... (If u really decide on someone, do go ahead with it and let her know... cause u never know that u might stand a chance... GOOD LUCK!!! )

For gals, if the guys can do point 5, 6, 7, 10, 11, 12, i think he is really serious abt u and do consider giving him a chance... (Cause sometimes it is hard and shy for the guys to take the initiative... cause... they scare rejection also...)

13 ways to win a gal

1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to eachother.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do anything
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms aslong as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and mean it.
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what. evenif your friends call u pussy whipped
11. comfort her when she cries.
12. love her with all your heart.
13.Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream andsay put me down but really shes loves it).

Yoz....... my blog has come alive..... haha....... finally i wan to update le.. lol..

Now is week 10 le... lol.... 8 more weeks = 2 months = 56 days = 1344 hrs = 80640min = 4 838 400 seconds... (hope calculate correctly. :P) and we will be finishing our year 3 sem 1 which is out last academic year le.... times flies fast..

thinking of the 1st day we met each other during orientation, we all are like strangers to each other... all those shy shy type one.. dun dare take initiative to tok to each other... den i was the 'lucky' 1 to be choosen as the assistant class rep together we adeline. that time i dun dare to tok to her.. it is only when sch reopen, den we get to know more abt each other... in class also..... a lot of times i shy to make announcement... haha...

think it is fated tat we are all in the same class... think our class got a lot of happening..... among the whole of SCL... think our class got the lousy academic result.. and the most complain.. but who cares......... lolx... i am sure most of u will agree with mi.. cause we really enjoy and make full use of our poly life.. we are all so bonded together... held 2 class chalet le...

initially, the X club 8 (nuriah, siti, hidayah, eby, muru, jun hou, terence and mi) become X club 4 cause jun hou and terence went to the other track and siti hidayah went "join" other club.. still remember that everytime after our meal, all of us will be laughing like crazy... cause of "some" jokes... sometimes laugh until stomach aches... haha... den slowly faizal join us..... den slowly, ben, khai, wei liang join us and now wee keng.. we all become addicted and enjoyed a lot during our DOTA match... think spend quite a lot playing it.. haha... we very funny de.. can skip lesson but when say dota, all will assemble at the lan shop at AMK central.. hahaha...

all this going to be a sweet memory for mi... really hope the whole class can stillb e together after we graduate (but it is quite impossible) so lets us all cherish watever time we have left in our class...

And, i would also like to apologise to those ppl that i show attitude to due to stress or wat.. but all is unintention de... hee... hope wun take to heart..

Lastly, enjoy being with the whole class... hope all of u will gif it ur best shot during the final exam and all presentation... let us make a history in NYP by producing all the top student for this sem module.. so all must jia you... hee...

warmest wishes to all.......................