Yoz my fellow friends.... i super long time never update my blog already cause recently is very busy den dun wan come online... hee... :p i very lazy one.... haha....

Times flies fast.. thinking back, the semester just started... Now, is the last week of the semester already.... 3 more days, will be end of semester... what does this means, it nearer to our semester exam.... looking at my notes for all the modules, they are so thick... been wondering how to finish study.... really scare of this semester work cause it seems like a lot of things to study and is very difficult.... Sometimes wan to start early, but no motivation... den wun study.... waste time again... haiz.... wonder where has all my motivations gone to...


Last week, i learnt some cultural things from Faizal and Nuriah... gues wat is it.??? i normally disturb Nuriah by hitting her head wif things that time faizal told mi that it is very disrepectful to them... den i change but today accenditally hit nuriah head again.. haha.... cause she is very small size ma..... easy to disturb... haha..... :p

Today also finish my IT last test.... a bit worry cannot do well cause those questions she asked on the 1st half of the semester, i not very sure den any how choose the answer.... so scare i cannot do well.. cause hope to get an A for my IT.... hope will get it... but wat to do, the paper over already... i haf to concentrate on the other module already....

REcently feel like buying 1 hp but dunnoe wat to buy... been deciding for a long long time... haha....

i think that my updates for today... dunnoe wat to think of already... haha.. take lots of care my friends.... study hard...

Today went tos chool as usual but my father drive mi there.... den went for BIostat. lecture.... ALl the guys in X club 8 never go except for mi which makes mi the only guy... den after lecture, follow nuriah, siti, hidayah and adeline to food junction for breakfast.... den went for Organic chem tutorial...

Dr Xu was a bit fierce today cause some ppl never do the tutorial.... but sometime, dun really understand the tutorial especially on synthesis of compound... i think is that i never put in effort to study on my own... haiz.... poly is so stressful and is independent... dun really like the teaching style... haha.... but wat to do, haf to adapt to changes and be flexible...

After that, went to J8.... there, we play games... maybe today i not feeling well so die very fast.... but is sort of relaxing....

Nuriah today is tired cause of her yesterday soccer match.... den i keep on disturbing her saying she attitude.... haha... den she say... "JOwin ah, u and ur attitude thing...." haha.... Hope she will be in better mood tomorrow cause recently she seems moody.... Hope she will cheer up... hee...

CAuse wan everyone to be happy.... Here, must say a very big thank you to adeline... she solve my problem... cause i cannot find anywhere to save my IT assignment den she say she help mi burn... thanks a lot adeline... if not for u, maybe now i wun be typing this blog but will be searching for place to save the project... haha.... thanks.......

I think thats all to report for today...

Some reminder for MB0301:
21/04/04
2-4pm Biostat. make up lecture
12-1pm Biostat. make up tutorial

****14/4/04
Micro B quiz
Note: THe time has changed to 3-4pm at Q605

Yoz yoz yoz....

Today reach school quite early so sit at the benches outside the guys toilet at level 7... After sitting a while, saw nuriah.... den borrow her book do some 'references' haha..... like tat say is nicer... hee... den she today ah quite attitude.... hahaha... den i keep on disturbing her say nuriah attitude ah.... cause today no headache den a bit palyful so keep on disturbing nuriah... hope she not piss off by mi....

DEn lesson went on fine cause is micro B lecture.... den is taught by lionel so is quite fun.... haha... he say tat he like terence....haha.... it is the greatest joke... and the whole class broke into laughter.... Dr lionel is a very knowledge person.... one can learn and know a lot of things from him.... he is also a very nice person.... :p

DEn went to library after meal to our "club room" to revise for the biochem practical test... all went on smoothly... den ask nuriah some question and she taught mi patiently and explain patiently to mi... She is a very nice person.... :p

During IT lecture, the talk was so boring that i fell asleep... noe it is a bit of disrespecting to the talker in front but cannot help it cause the room is so cold and there is not much light... so u noe.... haha..... Den when the lecture ended, somthing happen which shock all of us.... we all did not expect it to happen.... guess wat??? Siti kiss jun hou on the cheek... we were all so shock..... never expect her to do that.... DEn keep on making fun of them....

After tat went to the lab to do the test.... initially, i was still feeling ok... but when i saw the paper, my mind went blank and i had a terribel headache and i could not really focus... but, i still force myself to focus cause i noe this 20% means a lot to mi and i really need this 20% in order to do well... Finally struggle for 1 hour and went off.... Feeling very blur in my mind cause of the headache... Seems to feel so stress when looking at the paper... Now thinking, open book i so stress and deel so uneasy already wats to say abt close book for the other module.... haiz.... SCare.... very very scare....

More or less i haf almost complete my IT assignment.... very scare that i did not do properly.... very very scare..... cause i wan to score well for my IT....

Dun wan tok so much le... hope thsoe ppl whu fall sick will recover quickly.... During this few weeks, cannot fall sick.... jia you on the immune system..... take lots of care my friends and drink more water.... eat less heaty stuff cause the virus seems to be spreading fast.....

Remember: " An appl a day keep the doctor away!!!!" :P

Yoz my friends...

Finally i have time to update my blog already..... I think has been a super super long time since i last update ba.... recently very busy wif a lot of stuff so no time to cum online....

Finally fall sick already.... think fall sick at the wrong time.... Why i like that say??? cause this week and next week will be a very very very busy week.... got test.... assignment and etc... i got a lot of things not yet complete so i told myself i cannot fall sick but.... u all noe... viruses wun listen to mi... as if i say dun replicate now.... after my exam den replicate.... it wun rite..... haha.....

Been very stress up also..... think my looks and appearance looks bad ba.... Ppl will say i attitude.... but sometimes try very hard to smile but can hardly smile ba.... maybe my heart is fill wif burden..... lots and lots of things undone..... so always worried for this and that....

During my O level, thought that if i do well, can cum to poly and get into the course i wanted.... but when i get into this course, i find that it was so stress and got so much things to do..... it is like everyday after school will be study and do work..... cause everyday also got lecture..... den 1 week got 4 practical and out of 4 practical, 3 need to do report.... fortunately, all the lab session over le.... thought after the lab session over can haf an ease of mind but i was wrong... cause after the lab session over, practical test will be coming... so can forget abt taking a break.... den thought after all the practical test and quiz over thought can take a break...b tu again, i was wrong cause the semester exam coming..... haiz.... u see everything is so pack.... where got time to revise.....

Maybe i haf a poor time management ba...... from the week 10 test, i notice that i was a failure.... Why??? cause ah... fromt he result i got, i was quite disappointed... den i compare to other ppl.... some of them only study a while but can score better den mi... find that i was very 'weak'.... den really wish to score well for my this semester but think of the time i had on revising is so little.... felt so scare of this semester.... really wan to break down ..... but cannot haf to stay strong......

Y i say no time for revising???? cause ah everytime i reach home, i will be so tired and wan to slp... but think got work to do so cannot slp.... furthermore, my sechdule was so fully pack..... realy dunnoe wat to do.... really admire my group of friends.... they still can go out and exercise and still can do so well.... i really need to learn a lot from them.... everytime plan to go home study, but was so tired and ended up slping or watching tv to relieve a bit.....

HAiz..... Seems like my life is forever full of problem rite.... maybe through blog, i was able to say out my real feelings and thinkings and hopefully will become happier and in better mood..... Hope tat my next blog will be something happy.... haha.....

All the best to everyone arouind mi.... maybe go and study.... amybe only... haha.... so tired... Zzzzzz.....